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Stage 5: Marvellous Sight
4+ Years After Diagnosis

Who Am I Now....Without The MS Label?

I am a healthy, happy, warm hearted woman.

My Passion is to be my true, healthy, happy self. My Purpose is to enable you to do likewise.

Much of my earlier life was about proving my ‘worthiness’ to myself and others, especially my father.

My breakthrough was to realise that I AM good enough, I AM worthy in myself. I don’t have to prove anything to anybody. Or to validate myself by seeking others’ approval.

When I don’t limit myself with self doubts and fears I can be at peace.

These critical insights have enabled me to clarify my self-identity, regain my self-respect, and to resolve my deep emotional turmoil.

From there, effectively managing my MS became a reality, and being cured and healed a possibility......

Where Am I now?

I am 85% cured and 90% healed. But I hit roadblocks. I’m sure you’ll recognise this!

My Big roadblock is Money. You see, I still tend to sabotage myself by panicking about financial pressures.

Grrrr....I know better, as you can discover in ‘Core: Money’. But I still slip up!

’Slipping up’ then leads to the inevitable downward spiral of MS symptoms associated with stress and inner turmoil.

Now, I am happier in myself than I was as an apparently healthy, happy successful business woman.

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The truth is my ‘busyness’ was just a front to cover the real emptiness inside.

Broken

Broken

I opted for a life of busy but controlled analysis, and ended in a state of emotional paralysis. I thought emotional paralysis meant I couldn’t get hurt.

Oh boy...look what’s happened. I misunderstood genuine love when it stared me in the face because my fears and ego got in the way.

Until now, echoes of Bette Milder’s song about The Rose summed up my life:

“It’s the heart afraid of breaking
that never learns to dance.
It’s the dream afraid of dying
that never takes the chance.
It’s the one who won’t be taken
that cannot seem to give.
It’s the soul afraid of dying
that never learns to live....”


Now....

I’ve supped with the devils, but they scurried away.
They’re too frightened by my brightness and too dazzled to stay.

I’m torn by the shark’s teeth, but she’s worse off for the deed.
My toxic blood has depressed her need.

Behold my Ego....the shrivelling miserable Scum!
It’s lost a cosy home after being kicked out on its bum.

Now for some fun and freedom to be,
To enjoy and give Unconditional Love, Truth and Beauty....

Caramia

What Next?

For me, ‘What Next’ is all about exposing the site to those who need it most.

That will help me achieve ‘Meaningful Success + My Self’ by fully realising my Purpose and Passion. And it will help you to improve your health and wellbeing.

Sounds like a Win Win, huh?  

The challenge now, is to be clear what exactly ‘Meaningful Success + My Self’ looks like......

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